I like to Eat&Eat&Eat, I like Danisa's Traditional Butter Cookies, I like Strawberry Lollipops, I like Strawberry Snowshakes

I like books by John Grisham&Jodi Picoult&Anita Shreve&Ally's World Series by Karen Mccombie&Shopaholic Series by Sophie Kinsella&Harry Potter Series by Rowling

Certain handshakes send me into swoons!

Music, something I can't live without.


I Believe That Anything Is Possible

Be Who You Are, Say What You Feel, Because Those Who Mind Don't Matter And Those Who Matter Don't Mind

its like, so crazy.
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CHELSIA IS LOVE<333

oh how lovely, lovestruck voodoo dolls and shimmering disco balls

and im supposed to be on a stewpid hiatus. but its okay, cos it doesnt make a difference whether im on a hiatus or not, i just get distracted all the same.

in another 2 days or so, i'll be on my way to bridging. so cool right.

sometimes i really wonder why we study so hard for. michelle says its to let our parents be happy. but i live for myself, not for my parents. shuyi knows what she wants in life. thus she thinks that maths is useless. well, apparently i dont have any idea what i want. being an astronaut is so difficult i have to go for so many tests and all that.

so the big question is why are we studying so hard for an exam which becomes a useless piece of paper eventually?

i really dont get it and thats the reason why im not studying. mainly because i dont see the point. even though geoffrey gave me lots of reasons(those that i know), but STILL. its like oh we study so we get a degree and can get a job and dont we still die in the end.

so whats the fucking difference between studying and not. we still die. we may even die faster if we study cos theres too much stress building up.

i mean, i dont want a life whereby its like EVERYONE'S. its like even if i study now, who knows whats gonna happen tomorrow? maybe i'll be involved in a car accident and die on the spot. some people wanto get into uni. so they study hard, but have you ever thought that what are you going to do after uni? or worse still, you may not even get into uni.

life's full of uncertanties. i dont want to spend my day studying only. there's much more to life besides that. and i dont mean fucking partying smoking or whatsoever. i mean helping other people. sometimes i think thats why im here. to help others who are more unfortunate then me. no its not the bullshit about zhu ren wei kuai le zhi ben. its just that the people around me are just too fucking selfish for me to stand. no i dont sit -.^

i really dont want a life that is like. study hard, get a degree, be a fucking office lady in some fucking building meet a boring guy, get married, fuck, have kids and die.

so what do i really want?

i wanto live life to the fullest.

because, life's not just about the grades, about how much pressure i exert, about how fucking hitler rose to power, about how tom robinson was maligned, about how i solve those fucking maths questions. ITS MORE THEN THAT.

AND THAT, IS MY ARGUMENT. ANYBODY WANTO COUNTER IT?